Now you see me walking away
I’ve devoted myself to the music
Now it’s just getting nowhere
And everyone writes off what we had
Back when we were only worried about tomorrow
So I sing about it everyday without you
Yeah every single one of my friends is gone
Now these pills just waste me away
Oh doctor I’m sorry
I find no meaning in what you say these days
Yeah I just got to carry on on my own after all
But I still rely on this medication
Where do I go from here in my life?
Anxiety cuts me like a knife
Don’t take me for granted
Don’t take me for granted
So here I will write this off
This is now who I am
You will never know what it’s like to be me
I’m a fucking lost cause
I’m useless
I’m shattered
Don’t try to talk me down
I know talk is cheap
Every day of every week
It’s the same
I write a bunch of songs
It’s good for nothing
I know that it’s over
So carve my name
Into your heart while I am crashing into reality
Oh save your breath
Don’t cut me off
This is all I’ve got
I’m a man who’s lost in outer space
Oh gravity, drag me down
I can’t give up on uncertain things
But I’m certain of one thing
That I’ll fade out if this doesn’t work out
But this isn’t the last song you’ll hear
This isn’t the last song you’ll hear
Now I’m 27
I can’t set myself on fire
But it doesn’t matter anymore to me...
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